Monday, 11 May 2009

• Currently Strong Tower By Kutless Strong Tower see related

  You Will Be Gone

  I can't find a way to hide from you...
  when my face is in my hands, I hear
  you laughing at me, telling me I'm
  no good, that I deserve this pain
  and more - so much more.
  When I'm asleep and dreaming, you
  make my nightmares real when
  all I want is a bit of rest...a moment
  without your relentless whispers
            .:bitch/burn/bleed:.
            .:slice/stab/stupid:.

  Measured, hesitant voices try to soothe
  your words sometimes, but you're
  still always right there, gnashing
  your razorscissor teeth ... just a bit
  more quietly, mocking in your violent way
            .:appease them/tease them/please them:.
        .:I'll find you/and grind you/I'm behind you:.

  So I nod on cue and say the right
  words with a smile on my face
  knowing that you'll follow me,
  make me feel ashamed, call me
  all your disgusting little names
            .:suck-up/stuck-up/fuck-up:.
              .:liar/deny-er/feel the fire?:.

  You call me mistaken for even thinking
  I can get rid of you, but even while
  you haunt me, I know that one day,
  your voices will fade;
  the seductive one
  that convinces me to embrace your
  sweethot(cold) blades all over my skin;
  the angry persuasive one
  that brings the tears out of my memories
  and the scarlet paint from beneath my skin;
  the cold bitter vengeful one
  that whispers that you are my only friend,
  that everyone else wants to hurt me...to
  hurt myself before they get a chance to,
  just to make them jealous.....

            all your voices will fade and
            my decisions will all be made
            without YOUR opinions -
                      .:hurt/help/heal:.
             .:no fear/not here/disappear:.

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